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The Upward Spiral

I’m not sure what to feel about new year. I just hope I would be able to do something. Continue to experience & explore new things & places. I can’t stand monotonous life. It’s just not for me. It makes me feel awkward mentally.  For me life is kinda stop when I stop exploring. I’m still exploring in a way but in a different way. More like exploring knowledge & myself through books & countless articles. Getting more knowledge of any kinds give me sort of satisfaction. I never really realize that knowledge is really that powerful. Previously all I know is that, u need knowledge to pass the exam & that’s it. Talk about Malaysian education system failure at its finest.

Anyway as I wrote in my previous blog entries, I had mention that I’m still trying to figure out a way to prevent depression recurrent. I can’t say that I found it yet but I think I sort of found some ways to deal with it. I read this book called “The Upward Spiral: Using Neuroscience to Reverse the Cou…

le life is wonderful

I like it this moment..'a non stressful life'..i feel happy.i'm quiet..i'm relaxing..reading novels**....listening to peaceful soothing songs.watching reality tv show...do YouTube marathon-ing new songs old songs; ed sheeran, nina simone, janis joplin (i'm hunger for soul..i mean soul songs) etc etc..wikipedia-ing here and there about almost anything (i have big curiosity but i don't like to be curious about ordinary life of other people around me) mainly about singers..trying new recipe..haha...i'm not thinking..i mean not thinking much about anything..a bliss..apart from the time when my mom or dad noising around..anyway of course i couldn't have this kinda life forever..soon my money would become less and less.like that story with the title 'lotus eater'..a classic story..did u read that?? not a good example..but i have similar thoughts like that poor guy sometimes..maybe this is another sign of my weirdness-es .second anyway, i guess soon i&…