The Upward Spiral

I’m not sure what to feel about new year. I just hope I would be able to do something. Continue to experience & explore new things & places. I can’t stand monotonous life. It’s just not for me. It makes me feel awkward mentally.  For me life is kinda stop when I stop exploring. I’m still exploring in a way but in a different way. More like exploring knowledge & myself through books & countless articles. Getting more knowledge of any kinds give me sort of satisfaction. I never really realize that knowledge is really that powerful. Previously all I know is that, u need knowledge to pass the exam & that’s it. Talk about Malaysian education system failure at its finest.

Anyway as I wrote in my previous blog entries, I had mention that I’m still trying to figure out a way to prevent depression recurrent. I can’t say that I found it yet but I think I sort of found some ways to deal with it. I read this book called “The Upward Spiral: Using Neuroscience to Reverse the Cou…

le life is wonderful

I like it this moment..'a non stressful life'..i feel happy.i'm quiet..i'm relaxing..reading novels**....listening to peaceful soothing songs.watching reality tv YouTube marathon-ing new songs old songs; ed sheeran, nina simone, janis joplin (i'm hunger for soul..i mean soul songs) etc etc..wikipedia-ing here and there about almost anything (i have big curiosity but i don't like to be curious about ordinary life of other people around me) mainly about singers..trying new recipe..haha...i'm not thinking..i mean not thinking much about anything..a bliss..apart from the time when my mom or dad noising around..anyway of course i couldn't have this kinda life forever..soon my money would become less and that story with the title 'lotus eater'..a classic story..did u read that?? not a good example..but i have similar thoughts like that poor guy sometimes..maybe this is another sign of my weirdness-es .second anyway, i guess soon i'll be bored..i need  to kick my arse to get maybe not yet..unless if some rich fella offer me some good money for me to do my own version of  '100 things that i will do before i die'. I'll definitely make my own list and take that chance!!

**i'm not really into reading novels in the early years of reading novels is during my teenage years where i read this mystery crime solving novel by few kids.a novel is a classic written in the 70's..the book even looks so antique..i forgot the's like 14-15 years ago and another novel written in malay....then after my 20's (before i became a keen reader)...i finish 2 novels..1 is about an indian girl force to married young (i still can remember that story till now *mind u i have some issues with remembering stuff*.. .i try to find good novels after that but i stop reading for few years) and another 1 is ''the da vinci code' the famous 1 that most peeps have already read..and now a bookshop have become a fun place for me..not that i read the whole book in the bookshop..i just read synopsis at the back..and decide whether i wanna buy it or not..well i'm not rich so i can't buy book easily..i just buy if the price is quite cheap and reasonable..or if they have this mega discount sale..


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