The Upward Spiral

I’m not sure what to feel about new year. I just hope I would be able to do something. Continue to experience & explore new things & places. I can’t stand monotonous life. It’s just not for me. It makes me feel awkward mentally.  For me life is kinda stop when I stop exploring. I’m still exploring in a way but in a different way. More like exploring knowledge & myself through books & countless articles. Getting more knowledge of any kinds give me sort of satisfaction. I never really realize that knowledge is really that powerful. Previously all I know is that, u need knowledge to pass the exam & that’s it. Talk about Malaysian education system failure at its finest. Anyway as I wrote in my previous blog entries, I had mention that I’m still trying to figure out a way to prevent depression recurrent. I can’t say that I found it yet but I think I sort of found some ways to deal with it. I read this book called  “The Upward Spiral: Using Neuroscience to Reverse the C
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Am I weird?


Hi..I am 27 years old going 28 this year..I have no job..no money..I'm single and I don't know what to do with my life ..I did almost 7 different jobs for the past 4 years including some odd jobs..During my secondary school time, I am always at the top of my class..no. 1 ..get good results..I study hard until I lost some of my vision..I have big ambition...My childhood ambition is to be an astronomer..I know rite..we don't  even have astronomy here in Malaysia..but yeah I don't know what to do with that ambition of mine.so here i am..now..Some people think that they are not lucky enough but i guess they did miss something there..OK..i know what u are thinking..I'm not trying to sounds pathetic or sounds like a loser or anything..I just wanna write..I love writing..not that sort of writing.I don't like academic writing..Its killing me...I mean this kinda writing..expressive writing..but I can't be a writer because I always lost my idea somewhere in the middle..Yeah i know maybe i'm not trying that hard bla bla bla..It's not exactly true..the truth is I'm not sure what i wanna do with my life..but if people give me opportunity maybe i might give them my best...anyway. i just wish my future employer didn't read this..ha ha..one word that people always use to describe me is ''weird''..be it old friends..new friends..the word never change :D..honestly, i take that as a compliment..that's mean I'm unique and different! Especially the way I think maybe..i don't know..I'm not really sure what is the real definition of being normal..I have nothing to write anymore..so that's it :D

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  1. UnknownJanuary 14, 2013 at 8:07 AM

    Weird is a compliment to those who know you better. I know you better and yes you are special, but you don't disturb people. Haha! Chill my friend and happy new year. May this year brings you to a new job and lots lots of money..hehe

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  2. Sher January 14, 2013 at 3:49 PM

    Thanks my friend..that's bring smile to my face:D Happy New year to u too. Wish u a great happy year ahead! :D

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